falling down
further in this void
how was that you
who left me here
half asleep
could drown me
falling in love
with this feeling
i follow you to [bad word] now i bleed
softly in this space
out there far out there

leaving me thin and wasted,
dried up and eviscerated [bad word] out, fully sedated,
my will totally eradicated
who would of thought that
this would eat my grasp
destroy my past.
this behavior
who could condone,
my mind, postponed.

one black spot
sucked in a hole
totally loosing control
floating higher till
i fall rabidly
to [bad word] barely
connected to this soul
now i breathe
softly in this crate
out there so far out there

leaving me thin and wasted,
dried up evaporated [bad word] out, fully sedated,
my soul obliterated
who would of thought that
this would feed this lapse
control my past.
this behavior
who would condone,
my mind, postponed.