Lying next to you
Wishing I could disappear
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are [bad word]  the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the [bad word] 
I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losing sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are [bad word]  the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the [bad word] 
Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the [bad word] in
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin, oh yeah...

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now, yeah
While the floors underneath our feet
Are [bad word]  the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the [bad word] It's easier than telling the [bad word]