I gaze to the darkened 
skies this will be my last 
night trapped in this mortal 
shell and as the body decays 
the flesh [bad word] one with 
the earth from which it came. 
and as I open my eyes, 
illuminated I wake.... 
at the gates of the abyss m
y blood ran cold hearkening 
to the death but before I take 
to the ground unburden my soul, 
relinquish my heart.... 
the grave is no bar to my call... 
these blossoms beloved 
wont last forever I’m afraid my last 
breath stands frozen and if I shant 
see you again as shares of the evening 
drew on beyond our depths.