Oh mother dear you don't know the half of it
Drinking champagne in the back of a transit
While my body's getting busy, I choked him good
With a million different chemicals under the hood
We wasted every day playing fools and playing guitar
Video camera, yeah it saved it all
Now I daren't even watch it because I get so scared
That I'll spend my whole life wishing I was young again
And I miss the rain from yesterday [bad word]  I miss the rain from every day
I guess as soon as anything seems to gather some age
It just seems like I want to be there again

And I'm falling forward as the days fall back
Lost is the love, now just panic attacks
Drinking, keeping busy, keeping dizzy and that
Yeah I fell forward as it all fell back
Fuel tanks blown, taking kicks to the teeth
Concrete kissing and maybe I'll fall underneath
There's no stopping now so lets kick it to full speed
Drinking all the flies that land in my drinks
Spitting ink at a page has lost its edge
The dictionary's never made less sense
Maybe I'll give up my writing but it won't die in vain
These days I just [bad word] to get it to heal the pain.

Yeah I miss the rain of yesterday
I miss the rain of every day [bad word] and get it
Oh [bad word] and get it