I'm broken down
Try to keep firmly on the ground
When walking through that open door

I'm risking it all
But it's a chance I got to take
Better to be than be for gone

'Cause I'm out of control
And so insecure
But it only makes me want it more
The harder I try
The further it seems to slip away

You keep pulling me down
Can't take any more
I'm fighting this battle on my own
Should I surrender if I fall

I [bad word] 
I'm only hiding from myself
I feel like I suffocate
I gotta get away
I'm only hiding from the [bad word] 
I feel like I suffocate
I [bad word] [bad word] ..

There's something inside
Staring me right into my eyes
I'm [bad word] my conscious as my friend

I try and I try
But you just keep me holding
When will this nightmare ever end

'Cause I'm out of control
And so insecure
But it only makes me want it more
The harder I try
The further it seems to slip away

You keep pulling me down
Can't take any more
I'm fighting this battle on my own
Should I surrender if I fall

I [bad word] 
I'm only hiding from myself
I feel like I suffocate
I gotta get away
I'm only hiding from the [bad word] 
I feel like I suffocate [bad word] [bad word] 
Get away [bad word]