As I recall with my stomach turning
I was hiding away from myself, away from you
Like nothing, though something was terribly wrong
And I admit that I was only waiting for the right time
Night time, the right moment for you to look away
Though you never did, I pretended for a while
So I could walk where I don't belong

I remember every word you [bad word] back in [bad word] back
And I remember I would soon be dead
Pitiful, so pitiful

But I know as I hammered those nails into your beautiful hands
Your eyes still try to search for mine, but I look away
Now your eyes are the only thing that can save me
I'm still afraid of them piercing
You're breaking into my prison
Just pretended for a while
My soul is dying
I won't look away

I remember every word you [bad word] back in [bad word] back
And I remember I would soon be dead
Pitiful, so pitiful

[x2]
I'll remember every word you said
This time I won't look away

[x2]
And I remember every word you [bad word] back in [bad word] back
And I remember I would soon be dead
Pitiful, so pitiful