It should be easier
I should be good at this by now
after all this time
i should really have it down

i don't want you back
even though its how it sounds
but i cant lie
I miss having you around
 [bad word] 
If i really love you than
i got to learn to let you go
memories wont leave me the [bad word] alone
i got to do anything to get me through
its a [bad word] making love without you

i [bad word] but i cant escape you
wish i could learn to hate you

it s like a hurricane
came and thorn my world apart
and in the after match
i'm finding pieces of my heart
if i was mad at you
i would already moved on
but in reality you were good to me
but left where you belonged
 [bad word] 

i must admit i've done some stupid things
i cant forgive myself for anything
wish i could rise above
i wish i didn't care

i wish i didn't care

( Rapping)
cause it was more than our first time
i cant believe you broke it off before we even tried
now i cant breathe in i can't feel a feeling
i'm not blaming you i know you had your reasons
but [bad word] all those people who say i wasn't right for you
lied to you and say i did things that i didn't do
i swear to god i would've died for you