No sleep, no sleep until I’m done with finding the answer.
Won’t stop, won’t stop before I find a cure for this cancer.
Sometimes I feel like going down and so disconnected.
Somehow I know that I’m haunted to be wanted.
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I’ve been watching, I’ve been waiting,
In the shadows, for my time.
I’ve been searching, I’ve been living,
For tomorrows, all my life.

In the Shadows

They say... that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I ... I’d rather kill myself than turn into their slave...
Sometimes I feel like I should go and play with the thunder.
Somehow I just don’t wane stay and wait for a wonder.
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Lately I’ve been
Walking, walking in circles.
Watching, play dead or something.
Heal me, touch me,
Feel [bad word]  take me higher…
 [bad word] 

I’ve been watching