look into my life`s past for what has [bad word] 
my adolescent future is over and down 
I asked for a life of both pleasure and pain 
all this I`ve lost in the fight in which I`ve never ever gained 

I`ve been led down a dead end path 
exposed and alone 
how long can this last, I think to myself, will it ever fold 

now I try, I`m trying to be more of a man 
I want to hold my hand a dream I won`t disband 
the life which I asked for of both pleasure and pain 
I`d give it all up just to fulfil one of my life`s dreams 

I`ve been led down a dead end path 
exposed and alone 
how long can this last, I think to myself, will it ever fold 

I can`t believe I believe in you 
all impressions lost 
your paths of deception led by innocence 
controlling nature causes me to [bad word] 
for the light at the end of the tunnel is my way out 
I asked for a life of both pleasure and pain 
all this I`ve lost the fight in which I`ve never ever gained 
I`ve been led down a dead end path 
misled down a dead end path 
I`ve been led down a dead end path 
I am alone