Why won't everyone just forget about it?
I left a trail of blood and a mile of violence
and I don't deserve anything I've provided
I'm cold, leave me alone

I tip toe corners these days
always hiding
my mind has swallowed whole
every last distraction
and with that I'm left with are a million questions
like "have you grown cold?"
"Are you [bad word] miserable?"

I just can't listen to sad songs anymore
I get [bad word] bored

Jealous of friendships that I can't abide by
Just like these sinking ships!
Watch the water swallow us over whole
This time I swear it's over
jump in with your lungs wide open
Cynics never recover

There are words that I can't even breathe
There's all the ones I've been dying to scream!
Still jealous of friendships I can't abide by
We'll watch these sinking ships!
and the water swallow us over whole
This time I swear it's over
jump in with your lungs wide open
Cynics never [bad word] recover

Spit out the stories you've been told
cause now you're so much older
it's clear you've forgotten all about this
I don't think I'll ever recover