If you ever wondered why im so bitter 
Well im staring at the sky and its only getting dimmer 
Im afraid ill admit after all im only human 
Raised to make mistakes and live off my delusions 
But as my days go by I sit and wonder why 
Sometimes I cant relate to anyone or anything 
But the world will always turn regardless what I think 

I really hate to sound like a broken record 
But I feel like I am crazy I guess its for the better 
I rather be this way then chained to your lies 
You call this growing up I think I rather die 
The weight of my decisions gather up on my back 
My bones bend and break but my heart remains intact 
I know who I am can you say the same? 
If society has taught me anything its I rather be “insane” 

I wont give in that easily (Of course I am afraid) 
I will hold onto whats left of me (and my insanity) 

Yes im afraid 
to carry on this life 
Afraid to lose my mind 
my heart and my soul 
Yes im insane but I will live this life 
My heart is my own 
I wont give you control 
Of all I am