Despise!!!

Maze...psychopathic daze...i create this waste
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
Ways...can’t escape this place...i deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, lash out at all I despise

Handsonmyfaceoverbearingican’tgetout

Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from [bad word]  detached from such and such
Bleak...standing on my feet...listening [bad word] 
I am not a dog, but I’m the one you dog

Handsonmyfaceoverbearingican’tgetout

Never - ever - surrender - I want it all!
Never - ever - surrender - despise
My state of mind gets so one-sided
Despise!!!

Cut me - show me - enter - I am
Willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase? 
Empathy, out of my way
I can’t die

Never - ever - surrender - I want it all!
Never - ever - surrender - despise
My state of mind gets so one-sided