koe o [bad word] sakenda anata no namae
kitto todokanai wane watashi no koe sae mo
demo ne ima wa soredemo watashi wa ii no
itsuka kokoro no naka de anata o ---

yume o kon'ya mo [bad word] wa anata no yume o
makura no [bad word] ni oita anata no tegami no sei
yume wa zankoku sugite iki ga togire
itsumo gozen yojihan [bad word] me ga [bad word] wa

toki wa nagasugite
toki wa tsurasugite
yume wa tomaranai
ai wa kogoete yuku no
hieta [bad word] 
konna ni nagai [bad word] ni wa

ishiki ga chigirete
konagona ni natte
omoide o chirashi
anata no yubiwa nigiri [bad word] hodo ni
namida ga makura o nurasu

kikoenai you ni mimi o fusaideta
anata no koe o
tekubi no kizuato
mata hitotsu fuete
kizu ni tokekonde iku anata

watashi wa [bad word] tegami moyashi hai ni [bad word] 
watashi wa [bad word] kokoro kowashi hai ni [bad word] 
watashi wa [bad word] anata o nakushi ai [bad word] 

I screamed out your name
Even my voice will probably never reach you
But you know, now I'm ok with that.
Some day in my heart you'll be . . .

I'll dream tonight, dreams of you.
Because of that letter I put under my pillow
My dreams are too [bad word]  my breath is cut off
I always painfully awaken at four in the morning

Time is too long
Time is too painful
The dreams don't stop
Love freezes to death
On a cold night
On this long night

My consciousness splintered and powdered
Memories scattered about
Holding your ring so tightly that my tears wet the pillow

So I couldn't hear it, I blocked my ears to your voice
One more scar added to my wrist
Melting into the wound . . . you

I am breaking burning the letter its reduced to ash
I am breaking destroy my heart its reduced to ash
I am breaking, losing you, I love you.