I'm broken down 
Try to keep firmly on the ground 
When walking through that open door 

I'm risking it all 
But it's a chance I got to take 
Better to be than be for gone 

'Cause I'm out of control 
And so insecure 
But it only makes me want it more 
The harder I try 
The further it seems to slip away 

You keep pulling me down 
Can't take any more 
I'm fighting this battle on my own 
Should I surrender if I fall 

I [bad word] 
I'm only hiding from myself 
I feel like I suffocate 
I gotta get away 
I'm only hiding from the [bad word] 
I feel like I suffocate 
I [bad word]  [bad word] .. 

There's something inside 
Staring me right into my eyes 
I'm [bad word] my conscious as my friend 

I try and I try 
But you just keep me holding 
When will this nightmare ever end 

'Cause I'm out of control 
And so insecure 
But it only makes me want it more 
The harder I try 
The further it seems to slip away 

You keep pulling me down 
Can't take any more 
I'm fighting this battle on my own 
Should I surrender if I fall 

I [bad word] 
I'm only hiding from myself 
I feel like I suffocate 
I gotta get away 
I'm only hiding from the [bad word] 
I feel lïke I suffocate  [bad word]  [bad word] 
Get away  [bad word]