So wake [bad word] your lips across your fingers till you find 
Some scent of yourself that you can hold up high 
To remind yourself that you didn't die 
On a day that was so crappy whole and happy you're alive

You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself
Hoping noone will find you but they found you 
And they took you
And you somehow survived

So wake up and if the holidays don't hollow out your eyes
Then press yourself against whatever 
You find to be beautiful and trembling with life
Because I'm so happy you didn't die