Now when the [bad word] goes down, I m always forced to grow 
forced to see all the things that I still don t know 
and if there s one thing I ve learned, 
it s never too late to take a [bad word] up life to a beautiful state 
Caus  I came from the bottom so I treasure the top 
at times it seems the dreams are just a long shot 
when the worlds crashing down, when the drama wont stop 
your chained to the past and you cant break the lock 

Caus  nothing can be more beautiful than watching the whole world [bad word] down 
on me 
so beautiful, so beautiful 
to witness the end 

how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know 

My addiction used to hold me, like a lover feelin  lonely 
I was down by broken dreams and when I felt the world owed me 
I d sit and hit the walls until my fists were cut and swollen 
my soul was cold and drowning from the tears iv tried to hold in 
overwhelmed by my emotions, and haunted by the past 
my head was overheating and my heart was in a cast 
my mind was in the gutter, my [bad word] was in a sling 
driven by [bad word] 
young and [bad word]  everything 

Caus  nothing can be more beautiful than watching the whole world [bad word] down 
on me 
so beautiful, so beautiful 
to witness the end 

how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know 
how far now will I go and will I grow 
so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful 

Caus  nothing can be more beautiful than watching the whole world [bad word] down 
on me 
so beautiful, so beautiful 
to witness the end 

Caus  nothing can be more beautiful than watching the whole world [bad word] down 
on me 
so beautiful, so beautiful 
to witness the end 

Caus  nothing can be more beautiful than watching the whole world [bad word] down 
on me 
so beautiful, so beautiful 
to witness the end 
(how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know 
how far now will I go and will I grow 
so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful)