Infinite is how I dream silently is how loud I scream if eternity cannot be conceived then I will collapse where is stand and disappear if I could only breathe one breathe if I could only say one word
It would be whispered at the break of dawn maybe only a thought heard only by angels as my symmetrical shadow treads beside me a symbol of a deeper meaning inside thee wandering through forests only by moonlight over hills deep into valleys that just might [bad word]  reveal the living breathing transient ambience of the sacred cadence I have heard for so long it seems like eternity but time will always be [bad word] so in these moment that color you in shades of forever tear down the walls and move through (pre-verse)
Oh god I need to know how long I have been here although im motionless it seems like a nightmare my last memory I was staring into the sun searching for signs of life all went black and know [bad word] back to life looking eye to eye with the highest cloud objectively analyzing rhythms and patterns know [bad word] 
In all of these dreams I measure the distance between the falling rain and neverending existence and it recedes below the surface resurrection of a deeper purpose ponder the philosophy of where we [bad word] from what we are made up of in relation to the sun these are the moments that belong to anything but ourselves that realization what Ive been waiting for.