I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation.
There's so much [bad word] around me.
Such a lack [bad word]  
I thought it would be fun and games (would be
fun and games).
Instead it's all the same (it's all the same).
I want something to do.
Need to feel the sickness in you. 

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.

yesterday i got so old
i felt like i could die
yesterday i got so old
it made me want to cry
go on go on
just walk away
go on go on
your choice is made
go on go on
and disappear
go on go on
away from here

and i know i was wrong
when i said it was [bad word] that it couldn't be me and be her
inbetween without you
without you

yesterday i got so scared
i shivered like a child
yesterday away from you
it froze me deep [bad word] back come back
don't walk [bad word] back come [bad word] back [bad word] back come back
why can't you [bad word] back come [bad word] back to me

and i know i was wrong
when i said it was [bad word] that it couldn't be me and be her
inbetween without you
without you 

All I wanna do it look for you.
And when I fix, you needed to.
Just to get some sort of attention, attention.

What does it mean to you?
For me its something I just do.
I want something.
I need to feel the sickness in you
. 
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad. 

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad. 

Just make me bad.