All the little shiny people at the shopping mall make me sick
I don't wanna be like that at all
I don't wanna live in [bad word] I want dope for Christmas!

Everyone's so [bad word] special
With their families that they hate
But they gotta decorate their trees and
Maybe i just Really don't wanna live, ya see?
I want dope for Christmas!

Mari, Mari, Won't [bad word] and carry me through
I need you more than you do
So won't [bad word] and carry me through now?
I failed somehow [bad word] on,
Mari, Mari won't [bad word] on and carry me through
 [bad word] and he makes everything so great
But for me, well i guess that it's too late
My hearts black and I'm hanging on the edge of hate
My suicide for Christmas!

For [bad word] December all
Us kids with no moms and dads
Get all wasted on that bottle of Ol' Grande
Dad cuz we kinda get the feeling that we all been
Had heroin for Christmas!

Mari, Won't [bad word] and carry me through
I need you more than you do
so won't you show me how to now?
Where are you now? o -
Mari, Mari won't [bad word] on and carry me through?

Mari, Mari Won't [bad word] and carry me through
I need you more that you do
Someone should carry me through now [x2]

I failed somehow so now,
Mari, Mari won't [bad word] on and carry me through now

Mari, Mari [bad word] and carry me through
I need you more than you do
some one should show me how to

Mari, Mari won't [bad word] and carry me through
You leave me every year
so why can't you [bad word] down and show me how?
Where are you now?