You there
Bringer of my despair
You are stagnation of hope and will
O you personify loss and remorse
And you hide until my fears reappear
 [bad word] ]
The love for life once bright
(Out of sight)
burning fuse
The only flame I have
Fate's spiral down this curve
(Shall only serve)
The seeds growing my misery
These wounds kill time
My [bad word] sublime
Idle the blood
black state of mind
All dreams left behind

You claim to be my long absent friend
You are the cancer that just moved in [bad word] with the dark night of the soul
But I am turning my back on you
You know I do
 [bad word] 

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Idle the blood
black state of mind
All my dreams left behind