a million miles from here 
i stand alone and shout 
not any thoughts, not any doubts

i look around and nothing 
i can see is [bad word] 
this is anything but new

i feel a silent rain 
pour down impassively 
a solemn nightfall kills the light 
that longs to be ...

a needless pain ... 
you bear in vain ... 
unless you can see 
there is nothing to sustain