I feel disqualified from luck
 All my life [bad word] unstuck
 Since you left me out on my own

 And still, with the anguish intact
 I’d have the strength to react
 If your ghost would only leave me alone

 But every time I close my eyes
 I see [bad word] back to me
 But is it really what I want?
 ‘Cause when our silhouettes appear
 The battlefields draw near

 Home, no one’s there, no questions asked
 The safest ground to go unmasked
 If only you’d allow me

 But hey, you’re just a phantom in my soul
 Walks my mind to gain control
 Of the devastated man [bad word] to be

 And every time I close my eyes
 I see [bad word] back to me
 But is it really what I want?
 ‘Cause when your silhouette is gone
 The agony goes on

 Grander than our master-plan
 The bonded souls we were
 But chemistry ceased to be
 And nothing seems to matter no more

 I’ll search and find another me
 Purified of nagging history
 supplication and a dream
 ‘cause I’m a million miles from rain
 that can wash away this pain

 Every time I close my eyes
 I see [bad word] back to me
 But is it really what I want
 once your silhouette is gone?

 There’s a thought that keeps recurring
 underneath these scars
 And though it’s fatal
 It may take me close to where you are

 Every time I close my eyes
 I see [bad word] back to me
 But is it really what I want
 ‘cause the agony goes on

 So next time I close my eyes
 I’ll rest my case ‘cause I can’t go on
 It won’t be long!