I am a mess
I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself

I kill the rhyme again [bad word] sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where
people hide within
It's chemical unbalanced on the triple
beam, what? [bad word] what you heard it's about what I
seen
I seen it happen back hand brand to face
smackin
Definite disorder now his mindset is
blackened
The doctors say he got the brain of a
murderer [bad word] style steals your brain
 [bad word] 
My heart is bleeding
And this pain will not pass
It's not receding and my body's going numb
bad trip child rolling stoned keeping
high
He don't know what he's doing
He just keep getting by
Thrown away
I want to be thrown away

He's born sick nothing in his hands but
his [bad word] He couldn't handle pressure he couldn't
handle [bad word] For the life he was leading led him down
the wrong path
Where guns blast don't give a [bad word] about
the gods wrath
Don't want to talk to the counselor Doctor
To tell'em what real to tell'em what's
proper
The situations unclear like gray and I know
it gets worse everyday
 [bad word] 

I am a mess I've made a huge mess I can't
control myself
I'm losing it I've lost it I've spilt all
my marbles
(AAAAAHHHHH!)
Cause I see you inside of me sometimes
I want to be thrown away
hyper spice and that is me sometimes
I want
To be thrown away
Voices in my head, voices in my head
Don't tell me to do it cause I will,

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Don't tell me to do it cause I will,
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Last Remain! Last Remain! Last Remain!