Ever since birth I've been
Attracted to the sinister
All the malignant, [bad word] forces of the world
Yet at times I've been mislead by her opposite
And it is with great shame
I acknowledge these mistakes

Father... who art not in heaven
Hear my cries of [bad word] remorse
To let a mortal being ever coincide with thou
Must be punished by a fate worse than death

I [bad word] in sadness and in grief
Thinking of all those beautiful
Things that could have been
Now put me in a position where
I would have to choose
My devotion to evil will [bad word] before you

For countless days and countless nights
I've been wandering these
Worn-down streets all alone
And it is in there angstridden moments
I find nutrition for my starving

Misanthropic soul

I [bad word] in sadness and in grief
Thinking of all those beautiful
Things that could have been
Now put me in a position where
I would have to choose
My devotion to evil will [bad word] before you

No matter what you do
No matter what you say
Whoever you may pray