Where do i begin to explain this mess 
Everything i touch everything i see
reminds me of you
and the walls begin to blur as your sweet scent fills my lungs like your still in the air.
Forced smiles caress my face 
sing into my
ear cut out the hollow wailing within these walls.
I am angry at the world For
making me feel so betrayed my heart begins to sink.
Bound to the ground my dearest shall lay until the end of eternity.
This [bad word] feeling of
emptyness unleashed upon me 
i see this tragedy blinded by bloodshot
eyes. awaken me from this [bad word] 
a lonely man i see hollow, broken clutching
to the memories
its only getting worse as he cries himself to sleep 
as the
sheets absorb the tears 
i`m counting the days until we meet again.