Sinking into my awareness
realizing what’s been done
I’ve taken a life and mine for granted
Neither planned or in passion
riddled with guilt and crazy panic
my body tells my mind [bad word] into the forest towards the mother
though I’ve destroyed her favorite son

All the things I should have done,
All the things I should have done

Execution style in the courtyard
where everyone awake can witness
the cowardly shot into the temple
all because I lost my temper
Burn the evidence, flee the scene
always keep those fingers clean
Devil eyes stare into mine
they say there is no place I can hide

Now I [bad word] the consequence
end my life or just confess
I won’t last a minute in confinement
Either way I’m going to [bad word] 
All the things I should’ve done
Oh, oh, oh
All the things I should have done
Oh, oh, oh
Either way I’m going to [bad word] Either way I’m going to [bad word] 
All my life
passing
before my eyes
All the time
I was awake

You were alive and just arriving
I couldn’t see your eyes
All that is love is ever lasting
I didn’t realize

I was awake