Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn
Rape and turn
Fret not family, nor pre-judged army
This is for me, and me only, cowards only
Try it

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Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves

It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a
rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, [bad word] you off,
 [bad word] you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it

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Graves descending down
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your [bad word] advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?

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