im sleeping
to give my head a rest
i am so sick of these arguments

im once again im on my own
just need some time to myself
or i'll explode

 [bad word] 
i know that this is all my fault
and one day
i will get it right
but for now
i sit here and remind myself that everything
will be okay

your letter
written on a napkin
sits on my nightstand
and there is

this is the last time
that i will lie to you
this is goodbye

 [bad word] 2x

okay
okay