[bad word] on hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This road I've been given

I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life [bad word] through my veins
Going to waste

I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her

Scare myself to death
That's why I keep [bad word] 
Before I've arrived
I can see [bad word] in

I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life [bad word] through my veins
Going to waste

And I need to feel real love
In the life everafter
I cannot get enough

I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
I got too much love [bad word] through my veins
To go to waste

I just wanna feel real love
In the life everafter
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place
Teary
Since that day
Forever
Feel