To begin, it's taken me too long
Continuing, knowing i was wrong.
It used to be, i only would ignore
What did i, defend all of that for.

Dream up, dash off
Impress, collapse
Unrest, obsessed
I'm not hopeless..

Why, couldn't i be less confused
Even to think i was okay
It was harder to see what was [bad word] I will never do things the same

I'm telling you, it got to me for sure
Looking back i lived without a cure.
Take it in, it's part of what i own
I recall the thoughts would not let go.

Dream up, dash off
Impress, collapse
Unrest, obsessed
I'm not hopeless..

Why, couldn't i be less confused
Even to think i was okay
It was harder to see what was [bad word] I will never do things the same way.
Couldn't i be less confused
Even to think i was okay
It was harder to see what was [bad word] I will never do things the same.