Verse I 
Sometimes I feel like I want to quit 
No one will notice if 
I forfeit my soul blow myself with a clip 
That's my father did no gun, a noose and he hung 
My mom found him in the basement there as he swung 
At 5 years old what does that do to a kid 
Produced a maniac anthrax type of a kid 
I hear an ambulance, sirens I'm told to be silent 
I'm blind trying to find why my house is a riot 
Got to go can't take it, Uncle Dave's face is changing 
I race to find my father in the bottom of the basement 
My mothers covered in tears her face filling with fear 
Bang's on the floor shout's to God why am I are hear 
Scared to even ask, where my dad is at the time 
I guess for now it's just a memory 

Mom where's dad, where is he mom, where's dad 
No 
 [bad word] 
This is my life my world 
My nightmare stuck here won't turn 
Is there a light that can shine on me? 
Dear God I pray you hear hommie 
This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely 
My life my world 
My nightmare stuck here won't turn 

Verse II 
Can you relate to me? Probably not 
You still hate ye father, wanna to kill ye mom 
Got a dad attacking in the night at around 1:00 
Feet are like [bad [bad word] to you, ye [bad word]  [bad word] with the thoughts, am I normal or not 
Abused all my life even when I called out to God 
What the flip, it's a shame what happens in the dark 
Invisible to people all they seeing is the scars 
Hold on yo, use gonna make it 
Your spirit can't be broken, soul not taken 
Praying in the power of the tongue for my friends 
New Testament Jesus Christ let him in 
Ye brains still confused what am I suppose to do 
When ye folks choke, tie vocal ropes around you 
Walls fall down surround you forget living I'll never [bad word] 
God's love is real no matter what you've ever been in 
 [bad word] 
This is my life my world 
My nightmare stuck here won't turn 
Is there a light that can shine on me? 
Dear God I pray you hear hommie 
This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely 

My life my world 
My nightmare stuck here won't turn 
Is there a light that can shine bright won't burn? 
Afterlife when I see Christ Soul journ 

Bridge 
This is my life lord can ye shine on me 
Can anybody hear me? 
Lord can you save me? 

Verse III 
Have you ever felt like you wanna die? 
End in the night, say good bye like a Lola bye 
And just close ye eyes 
Those lies almost killed me, 
Feeling filthy, no ability to move [bad word] suicide I won't be guilty 
There's no perfect life, it's all media hype, 
The TV screen's feeding ye right 
I've seen both sides of it by now, I would a bowed down 
new sound the lost can be found 
You're in some real dirt, ye life kind a sucks 
Ye might adjust, but you'd rather die in the dust 
I've had enough I look to him, and in God I [bad word] 
Sometimes it gets rough but ye can't give up