There's a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every step I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the pattern must we,
just because the son [bad word] 

Jesus, won't you [bad word] whistle
something but the past and done? 
Jesus, wont you [bad word] whistle 
something but the past endured?

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
And why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will [bad word] you.
 [bad word] in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down

Mother Mary won't you whisper 
something but what's past and done.
Mother Mary won't you whisper
something but what's past and done.

Why can't we not be sober?
I Just want to start this over.
Ah, why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will [bad word] you.
 [bad word] in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
 [bad word] me, [bad word] me, [bad word] me, 
 [bad word] me, and [bad word] me

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.

I want what I want, I want what 
I want, I want what I want, I want 
what I want