You can claw your way

You can bleed for the lights that shine. 
You can pave the street
with every shimmering lie. [bad word] for the fools who believe
what they want to at night
to sleep. 
Lights for the the darkness you breed
when you never said goodnight.
If I show my hands under the sun
I know
that you will stay
cause the lies will push you back.
So don’t lie to me
and say 
it’s for good or ill.
Don’t try to hide 
from the moments you tried to kill.
Strained eyes hide 
from the morning light
of a careless dream.
It’s already a demise,
it’s already lost at the start for me. 
Stay.
Because I will leave in the morning.
Just stay.
Because I will leave in the morning. [bad word] to desire hopelessness,
but know I’ll always change your mind.
I know that nothing’s going to save you
when you tell me that it’s [bad word] dry.
If I show my hands under the sun
I know
that you will stay
cause the lies will push you back.
And I will leave in the morning.
Because I will leave in the morning.
Oh you want to try and save?
What? 
You know it’s [bad word] 
You’re still calling on the phone.
If you want to know. 
Cause still keep
building walls and I cannot breach.
In the cold and I cannot teach.
When you crawl up and cannot speak.
I kept all the bullets I could find, 
in the darkness,
in my mind. 
In the dark they bleed for me,
no lights on the streets
they lead me out.
Don’t start on the take 
when the take is mine.
In the darkness in my mind.
Look back to the former cause,
built walls in the summer nights.
Meanwhile she’s out in the hallway.
Let me out, 
don’t want to say.
In the dark want to go now.
Far away from the daylight.
I saw in your own eyes
and they say this will never change.
And it seems just like the end of time.
But in the end I turned you away. 
Stay.
Because I will leave in the morning.
Just stay.
Because I will leave in the morning.