I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation 
 There's so much much [bad word] around me 
 Such a lack [bad word] 

 I thought it would be fun and games 
 (it would be fun and games) 
 Instead it's all the same 
 (it's all the same) 
 I want something to do 
 Need to feel the sickness 
 In you 

 I feel the reason, as it's leaving me 
 No, not again 
 It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling 
 The flesh made me bad 

 Yesterday I got so old 
 I felt like I could die 
 Yesterday I got so old 
 It made me want to cry 
 Go on go on 
 Just walk away 
 Go on go on 
 Your choice is made 
 Go on go on 
 And disappear 
 Go on go on 
 Away from here 

 And I know I was wrong 
 When I said it was [bad word] 
 That it couldn't be me and be her 
 Inbetween without you 
 Without you 

 Yesterday I got so scared 
 I shivered like a child 
 Yesterday away from you 
 It froze me deep inside  [bad word] back come back 
 Don't walk away  [bad word] back come back  [bad word] back today  [bad word] back come back 
 Why can't you see?  [bad word] back come back  [bad word] back to me 

 And I know I was wrong 
 When I said it was [bad word] 
 That it couldn't be me and be her 
 Inbetween without you 
 Without you 

 All I do is look for you 
 I need my fix 
 You need it to 
 Just to get some sort of attention 
 Attention 

 What does it mean to you? 
 For me, it's something I just do 
 I want something 
 I need to feel the sickness in you 

 I feel the reason, as it's leaving me 
 No, not again 
 It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling 
 The flesh made me bad