i've built a union of defeat
to the guard the falling of my dreams
and you can take it all away
but there’s so little left to seize
i try my best to [bad word] 
i must have tried a million times
so much is standing in my way
it holds my hand while i decline

what’s gotten into me?
this was everything I had wanted but now I’m alone and angry
and if you still care for me
you were everything I had lived for but now I’m afraid and lonely

I sit alone and contemplate
All the parameters of [bad word] 
I wonder why they’re not so clear
they were so striking in my youth
My empire crashing to the floor
i’ve always felt a bit condemned 
I’m lying naked in details
Being exposed for what I am

what’s gotten into me?
this was everything I had wanted but now I’m alone and angry
and if you still care for me
you were everything I had lived for but now I’m afraid and lonely

i've built a union of defeat
to the guard the falling of my dreams
and you can take it all away
but there’s so little left to seize
I feel the minutes counting down
when I can kiss goodbye the past
what I portray as eminence
we surely know is my collapse

what’s gotten into me?
this was everything I had wanted but now I’m alone and angry
and if you still care for me
you were everything I had lived for but now I’m afraid and lonely