I wanna wake up
I've been walking in my sleep too long
Wake up, I'm so sick of dreaming
I wanna slow down
Wanna be part of what is happening around me

Without breathing
Without feeling
Without screaming
So I'm leaving

I'm consciously unconscious
Why am I filled with hate
I like to blame my parents
I'm sure you do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's too afraid

I turn the page
To a chapter that they thought
Was just a phase
But it consumed me

You're right, I am a failure
And when my life turns to [bad word] It won't have anything to do
With the fact that

It's all you ever taught me how to do
So you can relax

Without feeling
Without breathing
Now I'm leaving

I'm consciously unconscious
Why am I filled with hate
I like to blame my parents
I'm sure you do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's too afraid
Turn the page

I've been hiding, drowning
I've [bad word]  starving
I've been feeling, nothing
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's too afraid

I'm consciously unconscious
Why am I filled with hate
I like to blame my parents
I'm sure you do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's too afraid