I try [bad word]  I try to hide
From a voice that couldn't satisfy.
That was me, always needing more
And letting go of all I had before.
'Cause it feels like the end,
wound that I can't mend,
I just can't fight any longer.

[bridge]
You waited 'til I sobered
You came when You knew that the game was over
I didn't even want to be found
 [bad word] 
But You chased me down and broke in,
Just when I was done believing
Spun me round so close now,
I can feel You breathing
Sunlight burns inside and
I feel so alive and
Help me now, tell me how
How can this last forever?
Forever

I ignored the signs,
Opened every door,
But I couldn't find what I searched for.
I try to fight, but I turn [bad word] 
Every move I make is the wrong one.
You patiently wait for my next mistake,
I know it won't be much longer

[Bridge] [bad word] 

You gave me so much more,
Than I could ever ask for.
But I turned and followed
I road that left me hollow.
And You still waited for me [bad word] back home,
You brought me home...
 [bad word]