[bad word] from the people I love
I will always stay [bad word] to my heart
Too far from their misery war
I was left here all by myself

I'm so tied to the colour of fear
Will I ever be released?
It all aches, it's a problem at stake
Carrying me through the fear

And I'm here with the word
I will always stay [bad word] to my doubts

I wanna [bad word] what people [bad word] But I know I'll stay here
I wanna [bad word] what I'll never [bad word] But I know I'll stay here
It's how you'll be one step ahead of me
I let you be one step ahead of me

My fear is a terroring fear
Like the suffering beat in my heart
It's all there 'cause it's all what I am
I can glorify the pain like a rat

It's been there from the start
I will always stay [bad word] to my doubt

I wanna [bad word] what people [bad word] 
But I know I'll stay here
suffering heart, better keep it all going
But I know I'll stay here
I let you be one step ahead of me (one step ahead)
I let you be one step ahead of me (step ahead)

Will love destroy me?
Will love destroy me?
Will love destroy this weeping heart of mine?
(this weeping heart of mine...)

I wanna [bad word] what people [bad word] But I know I'll stay here
suffering heart, better keep it all going
But I know I'll stay here
I let you be one step ahead of me (one step ahead)
I let you be one step ahead of me (step ahead)