Call you up in the middle of the night, 
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray [bad word] train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there
Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worth while
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for [bad word] train
Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe [bad word] train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Bought a ticket for [bad word] train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain [bad word] train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there [bad word] train [bad word]  [bad word] train tearin' up the [bad word] train burnin' in my [bad word] but it always seems the same