Wasted time, wasted feelings, losing sleep and never knowing. 
I've never known this so called heartache but it just hit me like I'll never be okay again. 
Is this what love is? It was all so unexpected. 
I don't want to be in love. 

I need to learn to let you go. I don't want to hurt anymore. 
The whole reason and meaning is to live then die 
But to find a form of happiness in between. 
But what makes me happy is miles and miles out of reach. 
I will hurt and I will stay as it feels much better to know you feel so much better.