Exterior, 
Everything is calm and quiet, 
Dignified, 
Hysteria, 
It's all on the inside… 

And it's skin tight, 
I'm hiding out, 
Holding back the future, 
I have dreamed about, 
I've dreamed about, 
I'm calling out, 
Calling out to you, 
But not a [bad word] out, 
Not a single [bad word] out… 

I'm lost for words, 
The [bad word] hurts, 
Behind walls of silence, 
Where I am caught… 

I'm lost for words, 
The [bad word] hurts, 
The times I have the most to say, 
Are the times I can't talk…