i always see something new about this world that i hate.
and i just cant relate to it. this place is getting worse i
can feel it. when i was younger i observed the world.
always laughing at all the boys and girls. made up my mind
to never be the same. and now im older so now im [bad word] 
tame. so at last i can be alone. with no connection and no
 [bad word] phone. this is how i am, i aint gonna lie, its how
i [bad word] live and its how im gonna die. 

cus it makes me
happy.

depressed. im so [bad word] stressed. im a [bad word] 
loser. im a [bad word] mess. no happiness here. so theres
nothing to fear. depressed. so [bad word] stressed. im a
 [bad word] user yeah im a [bad word] mess. no happiness
here.

keep to myself and i keep my distance. looked around
and i found to existance of an entrance to my interself.
so you cant find whats wrong with my mind. your wasting all
your time.