young man, suffering from a disease, is afraid to die. Knowing that
the end is near, he asks to be guided towards death.

Sick in a white room
The disease is invading me
The countdown has begun
My consciousness disappearing

Where is my way
Should I wait for my turn
I have to contemplate the world
last time in my life

Then I cried again and I cried [bad word] into the wind
Under the sun, fighting the pain inside of me
Step by step my body'll leave my [bad word] into the wind
Under the sun, crossing the edge turbulants of life

Time will not wait and my future feels so strange
Turning back to live once again
But I know
I'm condemned to die

I'm getting weaker
My heart's feeling fragile
Lord you let me down
Please before I'm going on
Be my guide

Step by step my body'll leave my [bad word] into the wind
Under the sun, crossing the edge turbulants of life

Time will not wait and my future feels so strange
Turning back to live once again
But I know
Yes I know

Time will not wait and my future feels so strange
Turning back to live once again
But I know
I know