Gotta have what I can´t have
Gotta love but shouldn´t love
Beauty lost it can´t be right
I will keep her by my side

In my mind, all in my mind
in my mind, my lovesick mind

Peace by peace I´ll show my love
My affeciton gleaming sharp
Red is love and red is life
Splashed upon my basement walls

Look inside
See the fever burn right behind my eyes
Look inside
See undying love - no [bad word] 

My love ain´t pure
My love ain´t beautyful
My love obscure
My love ain´t rational
and I know... how it may end

In my mind, all im my mind
in my mind, my lovesick mind

I´ll keep you forever here
undivided no more fear
I will join you in the end
I know you will understand

What I tried
My intention [bad word]  right for me and you
Look inside
See undying love - no [bad word] 

My love ain´t pure
My love ain´t beautyful
My love obscure
My love ain´t rational
and I know... how it may end

Darkness in my head, I can´t change your fade
Darkness in my head, I can´t change your fade

My love ain´t pure
My love ain´t beautyful
My love obscure
My love ain´t rational
and I know... how it may end