I'm cold, I'm ugly.
I'm always confused by everything.
I can stare into a thousand eyes -
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie.

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes;
My heroes are dead, they died in my head.
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain,
Something inside me has opened up again.

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied.
Forget today, forget whatever happened;
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies,
I'm nothing short of being [bad word] catastrophe!

What the [bad word] did I?! Do to deserve all of this?! [x2]

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds,
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind,
Way past good taste on our way to bad omens.
I decrease, while my symptoms increase.

God, what the [bad word] is wrong?!
You act like you knew it all along;
Your timing sucks,
Your silence is a blessing.
All I ever wanted out of you was
Something you could never be.
Now take a real good look at
What you've [bad word] done to me!

What the [bad word] did I?! Do to deserve all of this?! [x2]

Gimme any reason why I'd need you!
Gimme any reason why I'd need you!
Gimme any reason why I'd need you!
Gimme any reason not to [bad word] you up! (x2)

I see you in me! [x8]

I keep my scars from prying eyes,
Incapable of ever knowing why;
Somebody breathe,
I've got to have an answer -
Why am I so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better things?
But I don't care what you think,
You'll never understand me!

What the [bad word] did I?! Do to deserve all of this?! [x4]
 [bad word]