It consumes me, controls me, leaves me with nothing
But you know that I love how it tastes, fear and the fate.
I'll change face to get what I crave; fill my veins.

This gets me by (you know it feels good, you know it feels so good)
The [bad word] that keep me high (you know it feels so good, but you know it all
Feels so fake)

Product of a murderer, you stole everything from me.
This poison hurts; feels so empty.
Fill my veins with this sin
Shaking on the ground
My head's going crazy from within.
Cold sweats; shaking in my shame.
Heart stops; dying where I lay.

This gets me by (you know it feels good, you know it feels so good)
The [bad word] that keep me high (you know it feels so good, but you know it all
Feels so fake)
These [bad word] that keep me high

Sense of reality, perception falls, feels so empty.
Cold sweats, the pain, skin crawls, the shame.
Please save me
Please save me
This is the way I wanted to live
But you know, I was scared of the world
Praying it all would go away

This is the way I wanted to live
But you know, I was scared of the world
Praying it all would go away

This is the way I wanted to live
But you know, I was scared of the world
Praying it all would go away