I'm tugging out my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head 
 [bad word] 
(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah 
 [bad word] 
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you away
Be with you every night
I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say 

It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If [bad word] out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care 
 [bad word]  
 [bad word]  

What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble off
Like I've got nothing to say 
 [bad word]  

Yes I'm wishing my life away 
With these things I'll never say 
If I could say what I want to say 
I'd say I wanna blow you away 
Be with you every night 
I squeezing you too tight 
If I could say what I want to see 
I want to see you go down on one knee 
Marry me today 
Yes, I'm wishing my life away 
With these things I'll never say 
These things I'll never say