Well I'll sit here and convince myself it's [bad word] 
If you keep on telling your friends that we're through.
I've got nothing here but loneliness
Holes in walls and bleeding fists.
My head is pounding like a pillow, like a big black song.

Well my friends and I try to tell me you're gone.
Won't listen to myself or anyone.
You got on a plane and off you went.
You're [bad word] back again.

I'm trying to convince myself it's [bad word] 
Convincing myself 
I'll be just fine without you. [x3]
I'll be here telling myself it's [bad word] 

Well I'll sit here to convince myself it's [bad word] 
If you keep on pretending to have no clue.
I'd kill for you and eat the flesh.
Give you the heart and burn the rest.
thousand miles ain't [bad word] to walk if I'm walking to hold you but

I'll be just fine without you [x3]
I'll be here telling myself
I'll be just fine without you [x6]

I'll be here telling myself it's [bad word]