Trapped in a ceaseless fever of spite,
an unending fit of resentment and anger
Caught in a moment of unforgiveness
In the snapshot of a hate filled second
The speechless flickering of [bad word] eyes
Dilated in disbelief
Your vacant gaze distorted
Twisted in its accusing glare
Teeth glimmering in emotional rage
Spit of hate suspended in mid-air
Bodies strained in fury
Devoured by jaws of despair
One single image frame I wish to forget
now replayed in succession of millions
The one second I will always regret
My [bad word] found in its reiteration
Held within the visualization,
the continuous [bad word] of my own violence
fraction of time perpetuated
By my regretful soul animated
Please forgive the evil in me - The darkness within
Ferocious, inherent demon. Adrenaline gland resident
Threatened subconscious snake.
Repressed into striking coil
Surfacing that black second.
Ascending with the boil