I can feel it crawling up my back 
Or [bad word] down my throat 
This [bad word] s getting on my nerves 
Up to my neck in [bad word] I float 

It´s getting me down it´s driving me mad 
That I ain´t got nothing left 
It´s getting me down it´s driving me mad 
To see myself broken 

I´m standing here face against a wall 
Can´t seem to understand at all 
That the answer is right here in my mind 
Can´t ever be free, can never be right on time 

You better not push me 
You better not face me 
You better not push me to my limits 
You better not face the fact that I´m alive